Yep the word of the summer! There is absolutley nothing to do. If I had a job then atleast I wouldnt be stuck at home for nothing!!! I wanted to go shopping today but No moms to Tired! BluH! I miss my boyfriend to. Man o Man this is bad Im WaY to ObSeSeD with him! LoL! Well I thought this would cure my B.o.R.e.D.o.M but it hasnt so I will holler atcha lata!

Thought I would catch you up on the date. LoL I dunno about you but I constantly loose track of time over summer! Its been awhile since Ive sat down and wrote a good long entry. So you know about me being off the team. Im kinda relieved. Alot less stress. Im gettin a job with my mom! Hopefully! She works at Bluegrass Lincoln Mercury! She is gonna talk to her boss about letting me work just entering stuff into the computer! It may not pay much and it may be boring but its enough to hold me till I turn 16 and can get a real job. Travis came over yesterday! I was so happy! We just kinda hung out and acted goofy!! It was sweet. Brad and his goons got mad cause Travis cant spend anytime with me withen a two week period without them gettin mad!! Aaron came up to the carwash where I got burnt as hell! I gave em a hug and he offered me some money for food but I didnt want to be a bum! Megan emailed me and wants to hang out! Thats awesome! We havent just chilled in forever! Welp imma do a few thangs then BoUnCe offa here ill update ya on the job statz!

Member how excited I was about cheerin. Yeah well squash it. Im off the team. It kinda sux. But we will have extra money now!! YaY! Alicia is quitten too and So is polly i think! Man O Man can u say Deja Vu!

Ok! I feel ALOT better. I was super stressed bout workin on snapdowns n roundoffs by myself but of couse Lisa to the rescue! She is coming over sunday to help me out. Plus Travis is coming over tommorow. Things are sooo lookin up!

I was trying to practice my snapdowns even though im sore. Im pretty sure I can do it with a spotter to get my legs now. I just wish that I could get it by myself. I needa foam wall to practice doin my round offs over to but oh well. Like i said cross my bridges as they come lol!!

OmG!! Im hurtin soo bad!! I sware!! I wanted to come home and practice round offs and snapdowns but I can barely walk with these darn legs!!! Travis is coming over tommorow YeAh! I cant wait to see him I miss him so much. I really wanted to practice my snapdowns today so bad but Im already cryin cause of my damn legs. Oh well theres always this weekend!

Its friday morning! 9 O'clock to be exact. I didnt get much sleep I think I feel asleep somewhere between 2 and 3 in the morning! I have practice in a few hours. Thats gonna suck cause my legs are killing me. Im not just complaining either I really think ive pulled a muscle. I can barely make it down my steps! Heck i can barely walk how am I supposed to get down to the ground to stretch. LoL Imma cry if they make me stunt like this.!! Oh well I asked for a challenge and a challenge I shall get LoL!

I cant sleep. I dont know why? I havent done that in a long time. Im not even that stressed no more. I dunt think? LoL! It sux. I dont think i've seen mom for more then a total of ten minutes since monday! I miss her. I miss Travis too. BlUh! Oh well im a cheerleader and we are always happy right!?...WrOnG! LoL but its all good. Mebbe its just my period makin me emotional. LoL! You all wanted to know that didnt yall! welp its 1:31 and I have my alarm set for 8:00. Tommorow is gonna be GrEaT! LoL. Dont ya love the sarcasism. Im hoping that Travis can come over and just hang for a little while tommorow. I think im gonna have to stay the night with someone otherwise I dont think im going to have a ride to the car wash. AhH!! Ill be glad when all of this gets straightened out! Until then...well im just gonna have to be a little insane for awhile!!

Ive given up on trying to write just one entry a day. Welp im sorta a little less stress about cheerleading. Ill just cross my bridges as they come. I know Gods gonna carrie me through the rough waters so imma try and relax. I can't stop thinking about Travis. Today is the 2nd....two months. It should be like 2 years and 4 months but we have broken up. Im really worried about him. He has so much going on and on top of that his dad is in the hospital. He is in my prayers. I love him so much I just hate so see him sad.

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I still cant get TP off my mind!! My poor babii!

I made it I made it go me! At 1st last night I didnt want to make it but now im happy about it! Amber made it and even Nae Nae! OmG! Travis' daddy has had to stay in the hospital two nights now! I feel so bad for him!  I wish I could do something but I rarely get to talk to him nowadays wut with us both practicen. I hope to talk to him or see him soon!